Once again welcome to the Mwenemugamba Friday Poetry series where I give you nothing but the best pieces from The Un-Born spoken word album by yours truly Joseph Daniel Sukali. Today’s episode is the season finale of season two. I have abruptly cut the series because from next Monday, I will be celebrating my first book’s anniversary and I will be sharing two chapters every week ( follow the link to like have exclusive details on the book reading https://web.facebook.com/Dealing-with-a-Heartbreak-A-Health-Relationship-Guide-101432485004129/ ).Out of the ten pieces from the album, I have only shared 5 pieces and the remaining 5 will just be part of the album which will be made available pretty soon. Thank you for the love and support, it has been amazing. Season 3 will come your way next year as I will be giving you my third album. Be on the look for the Un-Born album, I’m certain you can tell how fire the album is from the sneak peek you have had with the 5 pieces I have shared. Have a great weekend and happy new month.
Written by Joseph Daniel Sukali
I know I should have come earlier in your life, am deeply sorry for that Am sorry that I wasn't there when you needed a lover for the first time I wasn't there to give you the first kiss and cuddle with your virgin emotions in your early teens I'm sorry I wasn't there to save you from all the boys who came in your life just to play with you They treated your body with disgrace and bruised your soul at a tender age, Am sorry I wasn't there when they broke your heart and used you like your feelings were recyclable Am sorry for what you went through to become the person you are now But am not sorry for the person that you are Your past is none of my business, I love and adore what I see now, not what made you Am sorry for the wounds you endured, your scars are just tattoos of wisdom and maturity Because in my eyes you're black excellence in all its essence A queen with a golden heart and diamond soul, a woman of impermeable dignity and integrity My personal holy Trinity, Best Friend, sister and lover You are everything I have always wished for in a lifetime partner So am not sorry that I chose you in your brokenness I'm not sorry that I see beauty and confidence in your insecurities and fear to walk this love journey with me I am not sorry for wanting to hold your hand till heavens smile in blessing For you are perfect to me with all your imperfections You are beautiful, you make celestial bodies look ugly The moon, the sun, the stars don’t outshine your beauty when you smile So smile babe till angels get jealous of you one of their own For I know for sure, if Angels visited earth they would borrow your body just to look as gorgeous as you You must have bribed the creator to take so much time on you You must have bribed the creator to take so much time on you And I bet God is proud of his masterpiece whenever he looks at you That's why am not sorry to lose myself just to find you I'll put you first and smile at my losses just to see you drown in tears of joy at wins I gave up my life for If my tears make you smile I will cry an ocean for you Whatever it takes to make my woman melt with joy That's why am here right now massaging your heart with these honest words like a cardiac surgeon I am not sorry that I want to kiss you good night just to kiss you good morning the next day everyday I want to careless your haunted beautiful soul every chance I get I want to whisper a beat in your heart every second I touch your melanin soaked skin I want to ignite Goosebumps all over your soul That's why I need all of you, your brightest and your darkest I want not just a wife in you but a pillar to lean on at my weakest Be my beacon of hope So am not sorry that I want to sink in the depth of your energy vibrations and let our souls make love by simply gazing into each other’s hearts Am not sorry that I want to kiss you with a smile from a distance Am not sorry that I want to kiss you with a smile from a distance Hold you in my arms with the sound of my voice So please hold me undoubtedly closer just like you hold your faith about the next life Keep me in your mind like the fear of hell And smile to my presence like you're on heaven's door I know you know by now that I would stop my heart whenever Just to have yours beating forever and not be sorry about it I could cut my chest open just to let you see my heart bleed the love it holds for you I am not sorry I had you caged with my love a little while ago Like a little bird you wished to fly and see the world So I let my guard down and allowed you to fly I had to let go so that you would truly appreciate what my heart holds for you Am not sorry that I met other people or that you met others too It has helped me understand better what you mean to me and am sure it did to you too You're my figure of idolatry, I worship you Heaven knows you're my favorite sin and am unapologetic about it From the deepest part of my heart, and my awakened conscious mind I know am unapologetic about us I know am not sorry. Am not sorry that I Love You. #Ntho'sPen